I have been living the life of Job for many years. It's so hard sometimes the constant battle.... from health, to finances to physical and mental strength, etc. Prayer seems awkwardly silent and still in conversation at times. .. Then God quietly whispers with a gentle breeze, the quiet becomes filled with songs from birds 🐦 and He reminds me that we are spiritual beings living in a human experience and that the things of this world will become dim, all in the light of His Glory and Grace! Remember, physical illness is happening to your physical body and not your spirit.

Father, please let this dear one feel Your presence. Please heal them to the fullest and please assure them of Your salvation.

Hi. Firstly I’m praying for both your emotional and physical well being. I won’t pretend to know exactly what you feel or what you’re going through. I can say that I relate deeply to feeling like God is far away and feeling like I’ve been forgotten or overlooked. I deal with my own mental and medical issues as well. But all of those thoughts are lies from the enemy. You can talk to God about all the things that you feel and he doesn’t forsake you for them or hold anything against you. He can handle them and in fact, he sent Jesus to redeem us all knowing everything that we would do, think, or say. It is not too late for you and you have not sinned too much nor are you alone in that, Romans 3:23-24. Jesus came and died for all sins and for all of our redemption. I think you are closer to him than you think. Despite the bad news over your condition, you dont blame him and aren’t angry at him. That’s proof that the holy spirit is in you and that God is working. You’re honest about hurting and you still recognize that you need God despite your doubts. If you were too far in sin and didn’t care about wanting to be close to God, you would not care about these things or struggle with them. I’m sorry for everything that you’re going through and I pray there will be clarity and testimony at the end of it. I just want to remind you as well as myself that God does not have the same nature as us. He loves us more than we comprehend and the things that happen in this fallen world aren’t done by him out of punishment. He does not wish to harm us or do evil to us. He came in the person of Jesus to reconcile us back to him and to give us hope through this fallen world, Jeremiah 29:11. It’s okay to be upset and have doubts and please continue to express all these things to him. I hope that he will give you hope and peace of mind. God Bless ❤️🙏🏽

Jesus says never will I leave you never will I forsake you you will be fine