Hello brother, I’m struggling with the same sin too. I’m being attacked from all directions in my life even as I speak. But I’m still here seeking God’s help, clinging to hope, believing that one day I’ll wake up and God will have answered my prayers. Understand this, brother: true repentance isn’t about perfection. It’s about always going back to God after you fall—confessing, acknowledging your wrongdoing genuinely. God doesn’t want you to run away in shame. He wants you to run to Him, whether you’re in tears, weighed down by guilt, or feeling unworthy. God always wants to hear from you. He wants you to ask for help. Ask for His grace and mercy. You are His child—what kind of Father wouldn’t want to hear from His child after they’ve done wrong? Also, sit down with your friend. Confess to her honestly about your struggles, ask for a pure relationship, and don’t be afraid to share the gospel with her. Trust me, brother—go to Him. I’ve been through it too. He always listens.