I’ve just been worn out, studying for finals, etc. And all these things are accumulating. First of all I’m feeling ashamed because my mom is Catholic and I just wan to follow Jesus but through learning i don’t know how to interpret the Word anymore, and that is a shame to me. And I haven’t really spent time with God which is the problem. And now my parents are making me study for my finals so I have no time, and I have fear so I don’t talk to them about this or even talk to my best friend about it. And I haven’t preached the gospel. And it’s just a lot of big and little problems accumulating right now, spiritual and worldy. I pray and pray and I just want to be with God but so many think they have it right and I don’t know how to discern the scriptures and I know the answer is actually simple, just let the Holy Spirit guide you but then I feel fear inside me because of fear of judgement from others like my mom if I say that but I know fear will not add anything to my life as the Word says. I’m just in a tough spot right now, spiritual attack. Please pray for me.