When I return to my home and close my room at the end of the day, I remember their words with me and their attitudes in dealing with me, those whom I call my friends... Do they wait for me after leaving as I wait for them? Do they talk to me as they do and rush to talk to others... This life, I don't know how to live alone like this... Even most of my relatives are far from me... My father died when I was 40 days old... I don't know what to do, is this a long experience? When will this experience end, living without true friends? Even my relatives, no one talks to me... I almost live alone... I keep myself busy every day with everything I can do and try to leave myself without time to think about these things so as not to make myself sad... Oh Lord, look at the soul of your sad son... But Lord, let your will be done forever because you are good and merciful, and Lord, because you said my grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness... Oh Lord, surround me with your Holy Spirit, if I cannot form true friendships in this life, let you be my friend, Jesus 🙏✝️