I was wondering if anybody else goes through this I struggle with my own emotions and thoughts I’ve been struggling with something and I don’t feel anything but I cry over it a lot of times it’s feels forced I asked the app if we have to feel a type of way for God to help us because that’s what I thought something happened to me that made me think all kinds of stuff I’ve been praying to overcome it but it just feels like I’m lying about wanting it to stop or in denial I don’t want it to happen at all but there’s nothing I can do I came to him and told him literally everything from the feeling that was telling me to come and say it too him to everything that has happened that I can remember but I’m still praying for it to stop idk if I’m being sincere about it because I feel like I have to have a certain emotion or feeling but mine always tell me the opposite, and I hate that I don’t know if I’m pretending I don’t want it to be a desire and I’ve always been told it was lust but it kinda happened unexpectedly and I can’t overcome it. It’s always been in the back of my head if it meant this, but I would always look up stuff to see if it did mean what I thought hoping it wasn’t I know I’m not the only one that’s the worst part but I don’t know anybody else that is going through what I am and that has fully overcome it and came out of it, knowing that it was just something that happened knowing that I’m not or you’re not, and it was either fear or overthinking something of that matter even now I’m crying. I just need someone that I can relate to (correction my former Pastor‘s wife has been through something similar, but I’m too scared to ask about what she went through) it just feels too awkward to ask someone you don’t know personally and I wouldn’t want to be brought back up again either