I would like to pray for my dad and his chemical imbalance. I haven’t talked to him in a whole year and it’s been really hard because well that’s my dad and I usually would talk to him and we usually call and text and hang out but it’s been almost 2 years since I’ve had my dad around because of his chemical imbalance from doing drugs when I was little so if you could just pray for him to get better I mean, yeah usually the chemical imbalance is around, but then it disappears for a long long time and then it comes back but this time I don’t know it came back and it hasn’t left and it’s hard on me because I’m 21 and I want my dad in my life and has always been my biggest cheerleader and by that I mean my biggest supporter, but I know it is what it is things happen and other people have it way worse than me, but it really hurts and I try not to think about it but it’s hard sometimes like I wanna do college but at the same time I don’t want to people keep telling me it’s gonna be hard for me and I’m a little slow so I don’t really know about putting myself out there with that. I mean I already work but I only work four hours Monday through Thursday and then eight on Friday so it’s not like I don’t have time that I have ADHD and dyslexia so it’s just like I don’t know anyways my dad was always a really big help when it came to schoolwork and stuff so the idea of going to college and not having a little bit of help from him that I could need or use it just hurts, but I don’t know what to do and I’ve been working at my job for a year and I have no money saved up because I have a little brother who I treat like my second child, even though I have zero kids I love my brother, and I don’t mind buying all the lunch bowls in the world that he needs, I’m not complaining. I’m just expressing how I feel but I hope any and everyone that sees this is having a wonderful day. God bless you and thank you for listening.