I don't know why I was able to feel the two sides of life. I once felt a great demonic presence for a few seconds, I knew it couldn't do anything to me, but I almost literally died of fear; a few more seconds and my body wouldn't have been able to withstand it. Never in my life have I been so afraid, feeling that my soul would die eternally. It never happened to me again, but I know it was a warning. I was also consciously able to be inside the white tunnel that appears before dying, and life flashes before your eyes super fast with such a clear level of detail of memories that even I couldn't remember them. That infinite happiness that cannot be explained and I could never feel again. Let us pray that we can all be in Grace and receive all the gifts that the Father's love gives us every day.