Tomorrow I start college and... I thought my soul had given up on emotions and hope but... here I am, with a brief glimmer of hope that makes its presence felt in my soul, the hope that everything will be fine, that I will integrate, that I will meet good people and that I will have 2-3 friends. I know that I can't run away from what has been so far, I wanted to live in resignation and accept the person I am, a person that the world avoids, destined to always remain alone... but... I pray for a change in my life. My soul is tired, I don't want to get my hopes up so that I won't be disappointed, but maybe, just maybe... the beginning of this new stage in my life is the path to a bright, peaceful and happy future, reserved by God for me. Amen