Tonight I pray and ask for prayers for my mother. My father is crossing the line with alcohol and is starting to do it more and more often. He doesn't become violent, either physically or verbally or anything else, it's just that you can't talk to him and you can't do your job with him. It's okay during the week when he's at work, but in his free time whenever he has time off, he wastes the whole day because of alcohol. Sometimes it's not even long after noon and you can't talk to him anymore because you can't get along with him anymore. Today my sister came to stay in my room because my mother sent her and she told me that my father made my mother cry. I don't know exactly why, what happened, but I know that my mother is giving in. I know that there are things that she doesn't tell me or show me. The rest of the day she was sad, in pain. I hope that everything will be resolved and that God will take care of my parents, my family, and give my mother strength. Amen.