Also your post resonated with me. Because 10 years ago when I was a teenager I was an atheist for a couple years, I was misled and misguided by videos I was watching online. I was influenced by misguided people. Please learn from my mistakes, I was being foolish and ignorant. It's worth it to be Christian. Trust me. Stay with God. He will always be with you. He wants you to always be with Him. There's actually a lot more proof of God and Jesus than not. Love and blessings to you Liyah!

Praying for you Liyah. Just want you to know it's completely normal to have doubts. But you cannot let it lead to disbelief. Doubt is Satan testing you. And by resisting, youre further strengthening your relationship with God even more. Some of the most famous saints in the world were people who didn't believe, who had the strongest doubts. When Jesus died and resurrected one of his disciples Thomas didnt believe it was him. He asked to feel in Jesus' wounds as proof. Jesus said to him: John 20:29 "Then Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed" Acknowledge your doubt, but don't let it win. People are trying to disprove God's existence all the time but are never successful. You cannot disprove God's existence. In order to be an atheist, you ironically have to acknowledge that God exists in a way. You can't be against something that doesn't exist. Be strong. You will be okay. Trust in Jesus.

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Depend not on your own understanding trust God with all of your heart. When Jesus was with his disciples in the boat in John 8 : 23- 27 where he was sleeping and a huge wave came and they came to him and woke him up saying "Lord, deliver us, for we are perishing!" and he said to them " why are scared oh you of little faith and that is when he got up and reprimanded the waves and winds and there was great quietness. So whenever God is with you in the same boat but quiet that does not mean you should ask him questions but have faith instead because the is no way the wave can cover you with him in it so believe in him. Brother or sister

“If our hearts condemn us, we know that God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything.” 1 John 3:20 Even when our hearts may condemn us or lead us to feel unworthy, God’s grace and forgiveness are greater. This verse serves as a reminder that God's love and mercy can overcome our feelings of inadequacy or guilt. Begin trusting in God's character and promises rather than solely relying on your feelings

Its a lie from the enemy. He seeks to destroy your love for Christmas, and if he can get u to question your faith then he thinks he can make u walk away from the most High. There is a Bible verse that tells us not to question with vain questions to take every thought captive to Jesus . J hope this helps