i’m currently struggling with becoming a new Christian. I have always believed that God is my savior and Jesus died on the cross for me, but I am just now giving my life to him and this is difficult. I feel so guilty for what I have done in the past please pray for me during this time please help me understand the true meaning of what it’s like to have a relationship with the Lord into abide by his rules what it’s like living this life I’ll do whatever I can to show him my love that I’m willing to give to him because I know how much he loves me and I want to give him the same in return. please pray for my family and their mental health and mine as well. I’m struggling with a lot i’m dealing with a lot right now because my ex and he just kept considering the same things in our relationship, it just was not working out at all and I’m going through a lot with that right now, so please pray for me to be able to get over it because I know that that was not my person. help me with this journey to becoming the best I can be to have a great relationship with the Lord