Hey beloved, these verses help me in times of trouble 1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxieties on Him ( God ) for He cares for you. Psalms 46: 10.11: Be still and know that I am God... The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge Proverbs 3:5-6 New International Version 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.[ Romans 8:28 New International Version 28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. I'm also passing through something similar, but I got better when I tried to give God, more control in my life, and I would say that we are called to give everything, and just let God guide us. God wants you, He doesn't ignore your pain. May the Lord bless you and keep you, God bless you and Peace to you ❤️✝️☦️