Hello everyone. I want to ask for your help through prayers for me. For several years now, I’ve been struggling with depression, but especially with anxiety, often accompanied by panic attacks. Really strange and frightening things. I don’t want these thoughts to keep happening; they scare me deeply and honestly make me feel confused. I don’t even know if they’re real or not. Sometimes it feels like we don’t truly understand anything about this life.

I just want to feel calm, to start doing things right, and to have peace. I’m a 28 y.o woman, and I’ve been through a lot in my life: emotional struggles, family issues with my mom and dad, and even feeling completely lost about my life’s purpose and what I’m supposed to do. Honestly, I’m exhausted by everything that’s happening, and I really want and need God to help me, to grant me peace, his love, and to have mercy on me.

I can’t go on feeling this strange way and living each day without understanding what’s going on, constantly thinking something bad is happening. I want to live a dignified life, for my family to live one too, and for us to be able to move forward, understand each other, love each other, and especially for them to support me and walk with me through this world that often feels so cruel and strange.

I also want my parents and my family to be well, because they are the foundation and support that hold up my overwhelmed heart when I need it the most.

I don’t want to keep dealing with anxiety and attacks that make me think strange things about the world or some distorted reality. I don’t want to be depressed. I want to be able to face life and be a happy woman.

I need help. I’m asking for help and for your prayers.