The way you are struggling means God Jehovah gots a special place for you in his heart I just prayed for all needy on earth, May Jehovah heal you physically, emotionally, and spiritually. "for Satan flee not from our prayers,but from our true understanding of our authority in Christ" This is a Bible verse that got lost or even buried, because its dangerous to demons. We have the authority un Christ, next time when you face temptation, say you are not a victim of it. You are a warrior, you will keep otheres free from temptation, the temptation you faced means Jehova is making you a special training for you to be a spiritual leader. Always knew that Jehova will use you for a specific purpose, one day. Keep having faith in him. Let us walk by Jehovah, not for Jehovah.

Ich freue mich auch für dich. Mir geht es genauso wie dir. Ich bin gerade dabei die Bibel zu lesen und zum Jesus zu finden. Ich glaube der Weg zu Jesus Liebe ist steinig doch ich finde er ist es Wert. Du bist nicht alleine auf diesem Weg. Dein Zweifel ist meine Motivation. Du bist nicht alleine. Ich fühle genauso.

Це чудово брат, я чуствував те саме, продовжай іти, і нездавайся, Бог завжди з тобою , і Він рядли держить крепкого заруку тебе. Слава Богу